My life is a bad James Ingram song- one of the best men I have ever spent time with broke my heart and I think he hurts almost as bad as I do…
Your face is beaming… you say it's 'cause you're dreaming of how good it's going to be
You say you've been around and now you've finally found everything you wanted and needed in me
I don't have the heart to hurt you it's the last thing I want to do
but I don't have the heart to love you , not the way you want me to
Inside I'm dying to see you crying how can I make you understand
I care about you, so much about you, baby, I'm trying to say this as gently as I can
'cause I don't have the heart to hurt you it's the last thing I want to do
but I don't have the heart to love you not the way you want me to
You're so trusting and open hoping that love will start
but I don't have the heart oh no, I don't have the heart
to hurt you it's the last thing I want to do
but I don't have the heart to love you not the way you want me to
I heard this in the car driving home today. In the month since he broke the news, I have mourned. How did I not know? I still cry at night when the kids are asleep. Life is so hard right now. And I feel so alone.
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